Friday, March 31, 2006
I LOVE 4E6 2006 VERY MUCH
i really really really do.
today was a damn
Eventful Sports Day. in all the 3 times we had Sports Day in TKGS. [first year got SARS] this was the DAMN eventful one. especially the sec 4 event, 4 x 400m. i salute ALL of you for i dunno what i would call it but i do hope all of you are alright (:
clarinets batch 2003-2006 had lunch at airport (: swensens ((: hahh! so funn. then walked a round walked a round until i'm dead tired now. my throat is sore. my legs hurt and i just wanna sleep..............................
love you guys.
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Hey now
Hey now
Hey now
Hey now
Have you ever seen such a beautiful night?
I could almost kiss the stars for shining so bright
When i see you smiling, I go
oh oh oh
i would never want to miss this
cuz in my heart i know what this is
[Chorus]
Hey now
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
Hey now
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
I've got somewhere i belong
I've got somebody to love
This is what dreams are made of
(Hey now)
(Hey now)
Have you ever wondered what life is about?
You could search the world and never figure it out
you don't have to sail the oceans
no no no
happiness is no mystery
it's here now it's you and me
[Chorus]
Open your eyes
(This is what dreams are made of)
shout to the sky
(This is what dreams are made of)
Then i see u smiling, I go
oh oh oh
Yesterday my life was duller
Now everything's technicolor
[Chorus:]
(Hey now)
(Hey now)
Hey now
This is what dreams
This is what dreams are made of
Hey now
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
I've got somewhere i belong
I've got somebody to love
This is what dreams are made of
(Hey now)
(Hey now)
Hey now
This is what dreams
This is what dreams are made of
What Dreams Are Made Of- Hilary Duff
really. nothing but a bunch of shit that SHE passes of as dreams. i'm so sick.
BUGGER OFF
tears
in
heaven my eyes
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I AM SMITTEN
i find that i suddenly have a sudden fascination with wars.
i was.. .emm asking all sorts of questions to Pants who patiently tolerated my inane questions (:
are you like dumb or dumb? seriously
oops. i forgot . i'm the dumb one and i dun any shit to remind me.
sucka.
so EEtating! what the fuck la. think i stuupid isit?
Shit ass
i can't stand it LA! WTF is your ASS problem.
you try like shit so that what? make me think that you are ALL that?
NEWSFLASH!It ain't working Girl.
i've known you longer than all those out there put together.
GUESS what?
Unlike the stupid asses,
I CAN SEE THROUGH YOU!no matter whatyou say, you still are a bitch. with or without something stuck up your skinny ass.
Another turning point
A fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist
Directs you where to go
So make the best of this test
And don’t ask why
It’s not a question
But a lesson learned in time
It’s something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
So take the photographs
And still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf of
Good health and good time
Tattoos of memories
And dead skin on trial
For what it’s worth
It was worth all the while
It’s something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
It’s something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
It’s something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
Good Riddance - Greenday
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Monday, March 27, 2006
SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!
melts
totally
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CHOIRBOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!1
LIVE!DAMN COOL!! ANGELS I TELL YOU!!
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I MET THE LOVE OF MY LIFE TODAY
you must be mad if you thought it was true (: i was posed a very. ermm. wierd? question by my one of my neighbours. well, ex-neighbours. she was on the phone with my mum and she wanted to say hi to me. yea. then she started asking about my life, how's school adn stuff. then out of NOWHERE " so, got boyfriend ready not?"
??!!
she got an outrageous NO by the way (:
okay okay. its normal to be well, curious i'm like the damn last person you should think of when you ask that question. and because of that question, i started thinking why..
when i find the answer, i'lll keep you informed. (:
CONGRATULATIONS to
-BAHAS team from TKGS (:
We Kick Ass-various sports teams that made it to the next round to whatever games they have (:
Cheerups to 4/6 debaters. SMILE.
Don't THINK too much ((:
It's my last SPORTS DAY @ TKGS this FRIDAY.
CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, March 25, 2006
I know, I know. You're probably wondering why I feel this way. I can assure you that I don't have a dark secret lurking in my past. My parents are happily married, and they celebrated their twentieth wedding anniversary last month. They don't abuse me or neglect me. My older brother is all right too. I've never been molested, raped, or slapped around by a guy. So if you think something terrible happened to me, think again.
It's just that I've always felt this way. At least since junior high school, that is. I saw my friends' hearts getting broken by guys who weren't worth their time. Frankly, it was just a game. The whole dating schmuck was rigged in favor of jerks. Once I saw it was that way, I decided not to play. I don't want my heart broken because I don't want to spend energy repairing it.
If people think I'm a man-hater, so be it.
I saw this Prose. Written by Myrika on fictionpress.com
i think it kinda made me think. its like your mind. or in this case, my mind has numbed itself to feelings. no, i don't mean the BGr kind. feelings lik failure. it happened too many times. like how i used to feel guilty when my mum nags and i feel like i've been unfilial. now when she hags, i just wish she would shuddup so i can study. i don't even try to analyse what she says. what it could mean and all that like i used too.
i wonder what happened.
to me that is.
so be it.
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
I'm back. and itss gettting cold in the damned com lab. we are supposed to learn the Cumulative frequency graph thingy but yea.. no TEAcher is here (:
i'm reading some FICTIONPRESS [it rocks] story. its SAD.
ta~
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
yet another Reason why i cannot stand wars. the unfairness of it. and pray that i WOULD NOT EXPERIENCE WAR.
it was only a few shots form
Saving Private Ryan and
Enemy at the Gates it was disastrous to my mind.
i cried. i was
sad, disgusted appalled at the raw images of such a disaster. openfire attack was 'in' according to Mr Ang and it is the
WORSE form of attack. in SPR, there was a scene where a soldier's hand was blown of yet he got up and was looking around for his arm. and he found it, it was covered in BLOOD and the stump where his arm used to be was swinging madly around.
it's just a movie, it's just a movieits a glorified version so the real deal is ..
yea..
not going to talk about the Mental thing we had. too upset.
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
SCHOOL COMPUTERS ARE FUNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHA..
i am so going home to do heymath. (: school computers are too fun to learn (:
ta~
Slicw Open My veins No, i'm not suicidal
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
i forgot THIS SONG IS SO NICE
Ready...here we go...
The Second Star
Dream your way to the stars in the sky
you and me, me and you on our way to the top
Spread your wings, we can fly to the stars in the sky
To the left to the moon is the star on the right
And I can meet you, I can meet you, I can meet you
The Second Star to the right
shines in the night for you
To tell you that the dreams you plan
Really can come true
The second star to the right,
Shines with a light that’s rare.
And if it’s Never Land you need,
It’s light will lead you there.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star (little star)
So I’ll know (I will know) where you are (where you are.)
Gleaming in the skies above (ohhh)
Lead me to the land I dreamed of.
And when our journey is through,
Each time we say good night, (say goodnight)
We’ll thank the little star that shines,
The second from the right. (Second from the right)
The second star, yeahhh ohhh
The second star, woahhh
Dream me away to the stars never stop
You and me, me and you, on our way to the top.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star
So I’ll know where you are (where you are.)
Gleaming in the skies above (ohhh)
Lead me to the land I dreamed of.
And when our journey is through,
Each time we say good night, (we say goodnight)
We’ll thank the little star that shines,
The second from the right (second from the right)
The second star, yeahhh
The second star, woahhh
Every time you need its light, it’ll be there
To show the dreams you plan can come true
Second Star to the Right- Jesse McCartney
nink-ed at 9:16 PM
Yum yum chilli crabs (: i love Chilli crabs. hehh.. no tuition today. fianlly, its on a staruday instaead of a sunday. i hate having tution on sundays. eyuck..
on thursday, after school, i met my dq, mum, mama sal, mimi and duh my si at orchard.initially, i just wanted to blow the 3o dollars voucher but we were all hungry and stuff so after going to HMV [i got Disney Magic 2 and of alll cds, weezer. it was nice though. ]
we went to AYAM PENYET RIA at Lucky Plaza and guess who we saw? Najip ALi and Hatta. Hatta as in the guy from the Krayon show that my sister loves oh so much. being the alerter onw among us, naturally, i spotted them[ the rest were either too hungry to bother who was where or they were in the toilet] and it took quite a while for my mum to realise that.
she told my sister who went " ABANG HATTA? WHERE? I CAN"T FIND," at the top of her voice and he was sitting BEHIND her. that, was, acceptable, she's only 3. but my aunt. i was laughing so hard there were tears.
She was like " Sape? Mane?" which translates to " Who? Where?"
THEN, she tapped Hatta on the shoulder, " Sape ni? ni Siela Minat ni. "
i mean. it's one thing to not know the person so naturally you wont do anything but she did a wierd thing of asking the guy who he was and saying that there is someone who is a fan.
it was so funny. the three of us, mimi dq and me were laughing behind our napkins. so funny. the chicken was nice and the entertainment was. PETER PAN. dQ almost went gAga. she was practically swooning. okay, maybe not (:
spent most of the hols in school with books all around. managed to complete my homework. most of it anyway.
alaa.. another new term. ):
the cycle continues.. jeng jeng jeng.
this is damn
->funnyWATCH IT. SO CUTE.
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Monday, March 13, 2006
went swimming yesterday . HAHA. i was so afraid that i like cannot tahan then cannot swim but i lasted all 4 laps. hehh. i don't seem to remember swimming all the 20 laps that i once did. then, my goggles was a bit err mad. it was tight like anything yet water still sipped through.hurrr.. time to get new goggles? maybe
just came back from the Chem workshop at Sp. its SO DAMN COOL we made paper weights and perfume. personalized hehh. so cool. and my paper weight is gorgeous..
REALLY
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Friday, March 10, 2006
sucked. just sucked. the choirboys are so damn cute (;
i want to PINCH THEIR CHEEKS
lemme get their picture . NAH
not sure which is which but the centre is patrick. hehh. the blonde headed . the other 2 is C.J and Ben.
get this. all of them are fans of greenday (: wakakakaka
aiyaa.. they are just so adorable. and their voice is so angelic (:
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven
Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven
Time can bring you down; time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please
Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven
'Cause I know I don't belong, here in heaven
Tears in Heaven-the Choirboys
heaven..
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
i am
fucking tired my grades this term, seriously.
i feel that i have improved BECAUSE. I passed my SCIENCES. but failed my maths. as much as it is embarassing to admit it. cos i have tuition i just cant' seem to pull it up where it should belong. this is ridiculous LA. i can never seem to pass my subjects. all at one shot. ALL because of stupid LITTLE SPRING TESTS.
lal.
the stupid march holiday thing is so. rahh.
[seals lips] sometimes i just wish that the school will just push us
SO HARD that we have no choice and have to comply. i think i need it. thing is, i have no motivation to study. i mean. my goal is to do well for the o's and not regret it for the rest of my life. seeing my seniors expressins when they got their results, it made me feel that
" i
WANT to be that idiot jumping UP AND DOWN because i am ELATED. OVERJOYED with ME results and i know that I DESERVE it cos i WORKED for it"
that's how i want it to be. it's not that i don't make an effing effort. i DO. its just even if i do or not, its the saem. sure, there's an improvement in my marks but it is so frustrating cos everything that i learnt seemed to be coming to me NOW instead of being locked in my head and not escape. its so scary
Mid-Years are 6 weeks from now. ncluding the holidays. i have that amount of time to pick myself up and move on. i have started on bio cos theres so many bloddy things to remember. then along the way, i have practicing math (: chem's a dreaded task ahead. stupid things. i cannot bring myself to SEE at the molecular level. hurr .
***
i just realised that most of MSN nicks are to tell peeple that in a nutshell, life sucks cos either
a)unable to find love
b)life at the moment is the pits
c)things are not well for them
or
d)they cannot take IT [whatever IT is] anymore. ***
we, as in Yuxuan and clarissa and i were having a very strange yet enlightening discussion after band (:
we were in a way. comparing our religions.
christianity
vs. islam
so cute. we were comparing what will happen when the world comes to an end. so cute (:
I WANT A HAHA CRAB
There I go
thinking of you again
[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know-oh-oh-oh-ho
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you
I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little poem
But off of the dome would probably be a little more, more suitable for this type of song--whoa
I got a million reasons off the top of my head that I could think of
Sixteen bars, this ain't enough to put some ink ta
So fuck it, I'ma start right here by just be brief-a
Bout to rattle off some other reasons
I knew I shouldn't go and get another tattoo of you
On my arm, but what do I go and do
I go and get another one, now I got two
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I'm sittin' here with your name on my skin
I can't believe I went and did this stupid shit again
My next girlfriend, now her name's gotta be Kim
Shi-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-it
If you only knew how much I hated you
For every motherfuckin' thing you ever put us through
Then I wouldn't be standing here crying over you
Boo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-who
[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you
I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little letter
But I thought a song would probably be a little better
Instead of a letter
That you'd probably just shred up--yeah
I stumbled on your picture yesterday and it made me stop and think of
How much of a waste it'd be for me to put some ink ta, a stupid piece a
Paper, I'd rather let you see how
Much I fuckin' hate you in a freestyle
You're a fuckin' cokein' slut, I hope you fuckin' die
I hope you get to hell and Satan sticks a needle in your eye
I hate your fuckin' guts, you fuckin' slut--I hope you die
Di-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-ie
But please don't get me wrong, I'm not bitter or mad
It's not that I still love you, it's not 'cause I want you back
It's just that when I think of you, it makes me wanna yak
-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-ag
What else can I do, I haven't got a clue
Now I guess I'll just move on, I have no choice but to
But every time I think of you now, I'll I wanna do
Is pu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uke
[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you, I puke
Fuckin' bitch
PUKE - EMINEMmy sentiments PRECISELY.
irritating BEEOTCH
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Friday, March 03, 2006
hmm. (:
feeling kinda contented. when i'm not supposed to be actually. my grades are okay . so far. got improvement. fail alos didn't get F9 but still..
i shall pull those all the way up (:
Voulez Vous Choucher Avec Moii hope i got it right
ANYWAY. its supposed to mean ,
Come sleep with me or something along that lines. hahaha. i read it in LUST and asked Eliza how to pronounce then she told me then i realised that it is the
SAME pronounciation as the lady marmalade song. HAHA and in the end the phrase got stuck in my head for the WHOLE day. (:
this weekend is going to be damn busy. oh and i got 2 'students' who wanted me to tutor them. hahahaha and guess what subject??
MALAYmy ratesare 2 bucks and hour. ahaha.. no laa
the charging part is not correct.
shameen and marr came to me so i am going to help them (: SAINT (:
hee..
From Jamaica to the world
It's just love, it's just love
Why must our children play in the streets
Broken hearts and faded dreams
Listen up to everyone that you meet
Don't you worry, it could be so sweet
Just look to the rainbow you will see,
The sun will shine till eternity
I've got so much love in my heart
No one can tear it apart
Be the love generation (x2)
Come on, come on, come on
Be the love generation (x2)
Don't worry about a thing, gonna be all right (x3)
Gonna be
Gonna, gonna, gonna
Gonna be alright
Don't worry about a thing, gonna be all right
Feel the love generation
Why most the children play in the street?
Broken arms can fade the dreams
Peace on earth to everyone that you meet
Don't you worry? it could be so sweet
Just look at a rainbow, you will see
The summer shine till the eternity
I've got so much love in my arms
No one can tear it apart
BOB Sinclair- love Generation
Love it
oh just now, during amath Lecture, cheeri, i marr, meen and si ying were not listening. syaf and syaz too .. haha.. naughtyy
we were crapping and having a laugh
HAHA (:
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