a s n i r a;
((:
so it is said. so i believe
to the world, you are somebody, but to somebody, you ARE the world Amor Est Vitae Essentia; Love is the Essence of Life
it doesn't matter how it happened. what matters is that, it happened
because you are next to me
i just want to see your smile
flowers in full bloom do not last forever
memories stained with tears, eclipsed by fading colours
remember what you were never told, but knew
love is a guessing game
perfect is worth waiting for
while holding hands, we are living
the purpose is to not run away, but to chase after dreams
sucks balls
Monday, December 31, 2007
happy new years eve.
do i make sense. i think not. like i predicted, i woke up with a temperature. and it has been steadily increasing. its a wonder that i am not delirious. yet?
not the best way to spend new years eve but what to do.
grr. im missing out on so many things. and i must admit i am jealous. but its not fair isit? i have been trying. but what have you done? i made an effort but i guess its just not enough. and i have a nagging feeling that things will deteriorate. if we dont trash it out.
and this is to cheer my sad self up. i guess
simply said. i miss you. you have no idea how much
im tired and ill just go have myself a happy new year. dont think ill be sleeping seeing the amount of naps i had today.
oh you, be careful
life was much simpler then. when all ihad to worry about was here and now.
happy early new year's everyone. may this new year be better than the last.
nink-ed at 9:39 PM
we are playing a game. each giving way to the other.
my tongue feels swollen and my throat is so dry that swallowing hurts bad. and its like racking dry coughs. ugh the worst.
its gonna be a cranky day later i mean. oh and its new years eve.
nink-ed at 12:53 AM
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Juxtapose II <3 TK Cheers :D 6ers. charlotte disappeared and shuhui wasnt around. final shot for the night (:
thank you tudou. im touched.
hello sore throat. havent had you around for ages. isit good to be back?
jealous much?
nink-ed at 8:40 PM
Saturday, December 29, 2007
(:
oh.. where to start.
OGL workshop was ;aslkfhcwie tiring. but fun. on the second day, things got better. wayy better. the mass dance didnt seem so difficult, the cheers werent so dead. the atmosphere was an improvement. at 1815, i left, changed and bussed down to MJ. so was running after 53 just so i wont be late.
[i swear cute guy is so cute :D. i shall call him shoes the II (:]
on he bus some woman must've been so tired that she slept on my shoulder the whole damn time i was in that seat. limped my way up the overhead bridge , doesnt seem as steep as the one at the NY bustop but my legs hurted all the same. must've been the squats.
Juxtapose II was entertaining. especially after the interval. (: the massive amount of TK girls at the concert cheered me up greatly. went to look for all the girls to take photos! (: which will come much later. but i got these in my phone. haha.
Cheeri, one of the soloists (: wog, my lovely man! hahaha thanks for reese's (:
from wog's camera (: cheeri,panda,wog,celestine 8ers! (: naad, wog,minfei,cheeri,jessie,rachel,manda,celestine and sheena wog and her blue roses I LOVE YOU MANY MANY
the rest of the chures are in minah's pant's wog's camera. [HURRY!! (:]
yeah well. then after the concert was the best moment ever (: TK cheers babe! you have no idea how bloody happy i was. i was all :D :D :D :D AND CHARLOTTE MISSED IT. times like these make me really miss TK days. who was there,, hmm. i saw.. Wog! wanyuan, xuan, sihui, jiayi[band], clara, eunice, melody, alexa, kuan, dionne and 2 other clarinet juniors, xiuyu, huikoon, lien, suyan, rachelsoh, minfei, jessie, calista, peijun, cass, jiayi[sixer], sophia, charlotte, atikah, panda, celestine, shuhui[who was doing council duty], filza and and and many many other tkgians all of whom i cant remember their names. all ive mention are like one quarter of those who were there. these were only those in the audience. lets see, performing was cheeri, jannah, charmaine, deborah, flora, melissa, shiyi, nurbaya, sheena, clarissa, wusuan, pekhong, shermaine, valerie, abigail, a tubist and some others.so you can imagine (: daaaaaaymn fun. was chased out by some teacher after the concert. anyway. got home at 12 andd was half dead. and headstrong was playing overandoverandoverandover
woke up this morning and went to school again for some games day thing [uhmm.] dragged myself home and just collapsed until 5 haha. and now im desperately trying to finish stuffs. man oh man.
im like catching glimpses of SBS Gayo Daejun thingy. ok im a happy girl. now (:
*** gawd. just listen will you? this is not happening now. my throat is getting irritated la.wth. i want to shout shout shout.grr.
suju's hug performance was wayy short. and the trot lies was haha. YG family lies was much better. too bad for seungri :/ the bear paw teuk had was adorable. and the cameraman ahh.. tsk.
you know what. can i just be sick now. get it done and over with.
yeah i should
i should hate myself for feeling this way
nink-ed at 8:09 PM
Thursday, December 27, 2007
when they played the song i was all OMG SUJU!!!
then it was a girl singing. but really the start was really similar. but ohwell.
ogl workshop was intresting. to say teh least. met really wonderful people (:
im to shagged to even think straight
nink-ed at 7:48 PM
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
i like eebabo. i think sunye is coolstuff
nink-ed at 11:55 PM
hello annoyance.
LOL Teuk's wearing a hat that has the embroided A's on it HAHA.
ok. went out with MC and my sis. went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks. EVERYONE SHOULD GO WATCH THAT COS ITS CUTE AND FUNNY.
the song is super cute. i now want to watch the korean one. Theodore is actually voiced by Jesse Mccartney. Not as if we could recognise the voices. haha. HAHAH SARANG HANAJYO IS PLAYING.
(: MC was being very noisy in the cinema. HAHA we went for lunch and walked walked around. oh and we went to the top floor adn the shop was closed. so annoying second time already. then went to HMV they are selling AADBSK2 for $124 if i remembered correctly. or was it $128. and Second Album was for $20. but still no sign of Winter SM. they should speed up man.
ok shit i got a gazillion things to do. be back later ***
this photo.
yuto is a shun/kame/jin. he's the one with the shortest tie in the front row. (:
and look! he's all grown up (: in Engine he was cute and chubby and all. hehehehehe my brother. a cute younger brother :D [dq's gonna call me a paedo] see, i wont never mentioned yamada. yuto is so much better (:
and by request (: JIN LOOKS GOOD WITHOUT MAKE UP.
but could be cos the hat hid lotsa stuff HAHAHA. hehe.
nink-ed at 8:49 PM
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
embarassed. super embarassed.
gonna remain uncontactable HAHA.
ok omg so shyyyyy
ok im tired and my left leg is cramping. gawd. i sound like im active beyond imagination coming up with all these cramps and aches.
omg super maluuuuuu
SJ boys pulling pants. they make it seem like the most natural thing to do
(:
Merry Christmas Everyone.
my present from MC (:
super cool mash up of songs. super cool
acoustic.
nink-ed at 9:52 PM
Monday, December 24, 2007
oh man so happy today (:
like i asked pant, why can we be this dorky and insane everyday. and her answer just made me realise how much growing up i have to do.
teuk looks so damn cute in that snowman thingy he has on. ok its not a snowman. but a white sweater thing. why dont they have guests? the comments made on soompi sometimes make me go " just what the hell are these people thinking" super brainless.
we baked cake. CAKE CAKE.
"we make good housewives" "only if the kids eat cake everyday"
typical pant. sextuplets? HAHAHA. you'll go insane man. minah and i will laugh. secretly of course and of course we have bungee to look forward to. its a PROMISE okeh. pant's house is like super cool can. haha. her room should have a mirror so that minah can walk down the runaway.
minah and pant were parading around in pant's clotjes. and minah looks so hip HAHA. minah was on a roll taking super unglam shots. [esp of butts and mouths]. being with them is one of the best things these holidays.
oh dique, i realised we ahven't gone out AT ALL this hols. man. this is bad. lets go out. soon. before school starts. if it possible(:
man oh man so many things to do. better clear them all before going out tomorrow la.
oh yes
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL ESTHER ANG YIYING i love your 'name'. has a nice ring to it (: dear girl, do have a wonderful year ahead, [preparing for a's] please, we need to meet up soon, so i can bully you and coerce you in takinga photo with me. and and you can tell me all about your life without me :D no seriously, i miss talking to you. listening to you. alot alot alot. :/ take care dear girl. and i WILL see you. soon. i hope.
OH tongue. haha. byebye teuk and hyuk. OMFG> teuk's bag look's cool man. HAHAH reindeer horns.
omg and i want to rant abit. i was at Batam yesterday and do you know how irritating it is to get your queue cut??
so we were at the boarding gate at harbourfront. and this bloody man comes up infront of me, turns to look at me and just stood there like he deserved to be there. i just stared holes at his head. then at the batam immigration, the queue was like a gazillion miles long, until near the berth, then these 2 beings came up with their louis vuitton, salvatore ferragamo paper bags and just shoved their way to the middle of the queue and not as if someone was choping places for them. even if there was, they should not do that la can. then while my mum was queuing up to confirm ferry tickets, a lady came up to me and was all " alot of people today huh?" in indo and i just smiled and her and SHE WENT TO THE FRONT of the queue to get her tickets. like EXCUSE ME there's a queue for a reason.
ok whatever la. we managed to get on the 2030 boat [spore time] and got home close to 12. slept untill 10am haha.
-off to watch starking and EHB (:
nink-ed at 10:40 PM
Saturday, December 22, 2007
when i saw the dance i smiled all the way till the end. i don't think it was live? cos it was too clean? oh well. (:
the super clear version that is insync with the music unlike the yt vid (:
They are all smiles. notice the emphasis on KRY. poor bum. ive been wathcing it over and over again. hee.
yes-ah! we are going to pant pant house (: AHAHA. not working ehh? i'm like attempting to finish all my homework the procrastinator that i am. and its been going rather well. left with the GP paper. HAHA.
ooh! channel 5's gonna show Dr Seuss Why the Grinch Stole Christmas. i love that movie. it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside hahahahahaha
what is wrong with my neighbour? its 2100h and their drilling. they have been for the past half and hour. couldnt have done it earlier?
of simpering smiles
that's all you got?
nink-ed at 8:21 PM
Friday, December 21, 2007
i think i shall get it. (: man. but when ah?
oh got it (; happy happy.
lalala.
im feeling calm today. i can show you my Celtic mood pendant as proof. thsank you to dq who got it for me.
haha its been either bluegreen or green. im at peace. ohm
haha. pant pant dropped by ps to see me play to an invisible audience. haha. ok it was a rather interesting feeling playing for no one. but ithink during the 2nd song i think from the corner of my eye i saw a person who was 'ice skating'[haha! what a joke], kept stumbling and i was laughing in my mouth piece. seriously. dont do it if you cant. created a spectacle of himself. i have a feeling that the people who came were amused by him and not listening to us.
oh well. came home and slept. till. late. haha. :D
for once in my life
nink-ed at 10:49 PM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
i laughed myself silly in kak aysha's room.
:D
till tuesday. you better don't forget
HAHAHAHAHA. ok sorry. HAHA
and everyone, Charice Pempengco
i got goosebumps. and just look at ellen's face
and dq, no, i didn't buy SM WINTER.
some guy is singing on suria and he looks like he's gonna blubber anytime soon.
Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha.
yeah.
oh grow up asnira.
nink-ed at 8:59 PM
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
waiting is very tiring.
very very tiring.
and dont expect me conform to your ways.
woke up with a pounding head. sore feet and throat. staggered back to bed [sorry clarinettist] shouldnt have worn those sandals today cos my feet are really killing me.
dragged myself out of bed long enough to get things from NTUC. dragged myself home and out again to SGH. sat down with granny. wasn't much of company. waiting is very tiring. my eyes were burning. couldnt even read my book properly. went to the waiting area after many relatives came. sat. and waited and read. and sat and waited and read and waited.
[please, never again. 3 and a half hours is enough. thank you very much]
im feeling utterly cranky and restless. someone. ask me out.
ofg i cannot f believe it ah!!!! it took him to go to bloody CHINA for him to sing. ahh!!!! DANCE DANCE DANCE omg LIVE RAP ok im over the moooooono!!!!! AHAHAHHA!! NOT ONLY HAE"S RAP!!! HYUK ALSO!!!!
OMG AND SHINDONG'S AHHH!!!!
KYUNG SANG IN CHINESE!!!! OMFG OMFG
ah!
ah im so happy!!! omg ah!
SO fING HAPPY
HAPPY BLOODY HAPPY!!!!!!
and and and MC's friend, you've got good taste (:
ants in the pants
on a sane-er note. this is damn hilarious. i just found it really amusing
nink-ed at 7:35 PM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
HAHA I'M on SUJU HIIGHH.
ok ok..
saynvri;jmwxjtnalxmbfl
now that was out of my system. ahh! the mini concert pictures are so precious! ah! fancams are love. haha. [minus the noise etc etc]
since i came home at about 2, i've been giggly. omg. so many pages to read. gahhs.
anyway. yesterday. after i left home was walking around the library feeling really unsettled. cos i was trying to think. i left the library and went to do what i wanted to do. and man was i happy. then got a present for wog too!
went to school and did a lot of waiting. thank goodness for cards and company. called dique for a bit. [omg my call charges], was trying to cram so many things into that one miserable phonecall haha but she made me stop and berated me for not waiting for her. sorry. yeh. like i said i was feeling really sian. not the best reason. but thats the only reason i have.
did the short performance thing. the old folks were really cute. haha conducting us while we played music of the night. super cute. oh then when i met theresa, i was on a roll, had to tell her all about the golden disc. haha. not that i knew much but it did help get it of my chest. i was all high but i had to restrain myself cos i wasnt in a company that was on the same uhmm.. wavelength i should say as i was during that period of time.
on the way to TJ, MC messaged me in caps and of course i had to call her. talked to her throughout the whole ride from serangoon till we boarded the bus to bedok but that was because i met minah. haha. ah. seems she had a great time in japan. we were all giggly on the phone ahha. we were mighty excited.
speaking of which. i HAVE to share that [cos she told me to (:] MC translated a chinese fan account for me about DBSK. WORD for WORD. and i really appreciate that. seeing that she doesnt really fancy SM. plus she is s l o w l y beginning to 'accept' SUJU and DBSK save the frequent comparisons to Shinhwa. (:
yeah so anyway. got to TJ. was looking for wog but she was away doing saikang work. said hello to weeshan, jiayi, wanyuan, sihui. waited with weeting, yingying, yuqing and minah. then nana came.
the concert was enjoyable. amusing emcess. the guy was obviously in the world of his own. seriously. uhm. i was delighted to see cheeri [and she was with and entourage of juniors]. caught up with deb and jannah and flora. tsk. all going mj. tsk. the band comm had a really cute shirt. hmm. wish i had taken a picture. oh yuxuan was there too! ahh then met joanna! ahha. she was surprised to see me though. the concert was cool haha. i didnt even realise wog was standing up playing her solo. well. cos. haha. the height difference was minimal hahaha! missed her loads man. haha. we were acting like uhm long lost lovers. haha
haha. concert pictures are with minah. have yet to receive them from minah, the busy woman. (: had to ditch her [sorry!] and went home with nana. uncle din fetched us and we went to sgh, fetched titi, said hi to nenek then went for supper.
in all my 17 years, i have never, NEVER went for supper at 11 pm. the latest was prolly 9 [yes i know, what a perfectly boring life] and imagine my wonder when i saw people at the bedok place [which opens till the wee hours of the morning according to titi] eating SEAFOOD and SATAY at bloody 12 am. but twas interesting. other than the fact i was freezing and sticky in my band tee and skirt. crashed at their place and after breakfast this morning, here i am.
so the chores are done [thank god]. so now i can fangirl like crazy. just skip this whole part la pant. (:
OMG THE MARRY U MINI CONCERT WAS RAD!!!! AH! ok i wish i was there [so do every other suju fan not in korea] the clips to share. OMG FAINT.
oh man faint faint faint. bum kiss. oh man.
HAHA this is SUPER CUTE! hae wanted to kiss ryeo but was pushed away by hyuk and ryeo made a move to kiss shindong and shindong moved away. haha! so cute!!!
THERESA TAN THIS IS FOR YOU
HANKYUNG PELVIC THRUST with heechul and siwon. kyung and chul were doing it first, chul urged siwon to do it but he refused and was threatened by chul's fist. shy siwon ran away after doing it (:
AND DIQUE FOR YOU
KIBUM's PROPOSAL. nuff said. stupid fans. i cant hear his playing.
HAE PROPOSAL. with a towel. ooh! ahah again stupid fans.
and. on a more serious note
hyuk must've been touched/overwhelmed/emotional. his moment.
GD AWARDS FANCAMS
KIBUMMIE. die smile. the song is damn cute. and i see hyesung
man in love fancam
this, if it was in HQ, would be the best thing to put on tv. better then the dang camera man. can see siwon's hand thingy. hae looks mighty fine heechul reminds me of a monkey god. HAHAHAHAHA the more i look at the dance, the more it seems to me like a tribal monkey dance. minah, imagine the golden compass monkey with a tribal headgear and dancing. HAHA okehh.
and i missed watching inkigayo today when i could've. tsk. performance vid.
chul sang the last line (: THEY SHOULD ROTATE! shindong and the ridiculously big white bow hae's peace sign (: can see hyuk moving closer to min. haha. NO BUM screen time.
bigbang won the thing. whatver that is. never understood it but anyway. congrats. seungri looks like he's in pain. and daesung slipped omg diq ahha i know their names and faces hahaha.
winning the award thingy.
and because i love the sweatshirts they were wearing (: so cute. matching watches? haha chul's hair is growing out nicely.
oh and i just saw STARKING preview clip! AHH! SO EXCITING! CAN't WAIT!
enough with suju now on to DBSK playing with fire during the channel a thing. hope someone subs the episode fast (: .
ahh! the thai concert. damn nice pictures. oh well. just come to singapore la.
tsk i've been at this for quite some time. tsk.
***
uhm. there is something wrong with me cos kanina has been in my head since friday and it is irritating the hell out of me. curse bridge,swear words and peer influence. tsk
***
oh and dique is coming back tomorrow! and and frog left for japan already..have fun there girl!
nink-ed at 7:24 PM
Saturday, December 15, 2007
YES! THE HOUSE TO MYSELF!!!! HAHAHA!!!!
well, for the next few hours before i go to school and eventually spend the night at my aunt's.
[seriously, i could've spent the night at home alone. tsk]
OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM JUNSU (:
may you lead a happy life [despite your busy schedule] and please do more oyaji HAHA
oh and please. do style your hair. (:
walking around the christmas tree
nink-ed at 7:05 AM
Friday, December 14, 2007
[:
kibum (:
dont really like marry u. huhh. super hot dont don. minus henry. (: only hae, hyuk, dong, teuk, and kyung danced. galjeung. gah.
black mafia.
and i couldn't resist (: super amusing
the taekwando, officers, and army people.
they really should get chul to do it with them (:
heechul was dancing along during their last song. teuk looks amused. -flick hair and if my eyes are correct, FT Island was behind chul and teuk. haha suju gives their support HAHA. nice oppas.
and and and. MC just talked to me! haha so happy. haha(: she's coming back tomorrow. and i can tell she's restraining herslef from getting too excited. ahah i can feel the vibes. ahha
oh and guess who's birthday isit tomorrow? :D
DBSK concert happening tomorrow too! lucky lucky thai fans haha. i shouldn't have
nink-ed at 9:33 PM
Thursday, December 13, 2007
phish. such fun.
grr.
regrets.regrets.regrets. i cant help but think of the what ifs.
did i make the right choice?
hurr. dont think ive been happy with it.
i guess you'll hate me if i did that. wait. i dont think you hate. loathe probably.
reading it made me feel warm and fuzzy inside. and i yearn for one.
nink-ed at 9:40 PM
snow dream just played. hahah the joys.
19 people on EHB show [: guess who will be the extra 5? HAHA hint. they are close pals of SUJU (:
cant wait for that episode to air!
ive been reading up about it. should i try? seems risky. and insane. but. well. hmm. i shall have to think about it more.
saturday. cant wait. for a couple of reasons. (: [not cos of the thingy in school. no no no.]
if i did attempt it. you'll be the first to get a whiff of it (:
just thinking about it makes me all jumpy.
still at crossroads.
i really would love to obilerate the other option into oblivion.
really.
just for the sake of it.
cant stand it any longer.
this was what i was thinking about?
till the wee hours of the morning?
i must be mad
nink-ed at 9:06 PM
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
GAH
why must it happen NOW?
grr.
nink-ed at 10:55 PM
i really should go to the library in the mornings. the books that i found (: i finally got to read CODE NAME: BIKINI. ahh! read it twice already (: Can't wait for Dakota's Story next (:
met the girls for lunch. KFC. haha i was practically dragging myself there. i think i was tired. haha. the new spicy fries taste like.. something familiar. make sense? ahah and pant the scaredy cat hesitantly tasted the 'spicy' fries. "oh! not bad la"
trooped to cathay to watch GOLDEN COMPASS rather intresting i must say. we came in late and the grand cathay theatre was freaking dark i was bumping into people and apologising like crap only to have pant and minah laugh. hurr.
-pause narration
AH SUKIRA IS PLAYING MARRY U!!!!! SHINDONG THE DORK funky jacket though
why are they not playing the new version?
-back to narration.
you know, in the story, the daemon's are cutesy little animals. i was telling minah, why not cows? and she started to do her signature vibrating laugh. when i asked pant, she just went, "tsk" typical. think about it. all these guardian animals thingy are all little cute animals. never goats, sheep, cows. the big animals. maybe cause they end up as food too? maybe. imagine eating your daemon species. ew.
the popcorn serving was so big that i got sick of it after barely half of the packet was gone. even though we were sharing, took us ages to get to half the pack. the story ended with a cliffy. dang. stupid trilogy. some really interactive audiences were clapping and all when the polar bear won the fight. i was rather freaked that the lower jaw was just yanked out. i jumped in my seat a number of times throughout the movie much to the amusement of pant.
we walked in the rain back to PS. unglam rolled up jeans :D an umbrella and puddles then minah had to go off for her tkd chalet. haha. it felt too routine
played bridge today! finally after a long while. haha. twas fun fun fun. missed playing it. ying ying was a great help. winning was sweet haha! surprise wins are the best and and and as i was reforming, i never uttered a single curse. except for that ONE word throught out that hour. and that was all thanks to their influence. ah bridge is fun with great company
:D
i still crave ice cream. where's my ice cream eating buddy?
on holiday in dubai. HAHAHA
NURUL AZYAN lets go eat ice cream.
have i mentioned how much i hate homework?
i think tomorrow is gonna be another looooooong day. at home doing homework
HAHA. :/
-sukira is playing last farewell haha [imagine diq dancing along and me rolling my eyes (:] teuk looks like a snowman
its only a story. its fiction not reality you said you could define the lines. prove it
nink-ed at 9:24 PM
Monday, December 10, 2007
looking forward to tomorrow (:
HAHAHHAHAHAH excerpt of my phone conversation with minah
me: eh minah! i bought a new phone! ahha like finally minah: eh! bring tmr!! me: eh uh. duh? then if i dont bring i use what? minah: -pause- oh! i thought you gonna use the new phone like for tomorrow
minah is so funny. poor minah got abandoned by stalker HAHA. tsk tsk. tomorrow you better dont pangseh us. HAHA. no seriously.
and AUDREY KHOO (: welcome back you. haha miss NYC already huh? haha I WILL SEE YOU SOOOON! :D ***
just cos this is entertaining. the finger thing teuk did HAHA
this song is addictive. therefore, its the song of the year.
and because i found this very amusing
dq's current favourite band and uhm her favourite song, tell me HAHA. shes gonna kill me for this.
:D cheers.
frankly. they are spoiling bb's song
nink-ed at 11:22 PM
haha i took a break from blogging. haha tho there was much to say. i was feeling too unstable so haha i took a break.
i watched this. the laughing gas. haha its unsubbed BUT ohgoodness seeing them look so out of it hahah
hae looks so silly. hyuk loves the gas. somehow it doesnt work for yesung. haha. hae kept punching siwon and siwon just laughed. hyuk literally rolls on the florr laughing. sungmin just dropped from his stool
kibum looks bored tho. i dont blame him
(:
leeteuk's laughter. haha. kibum and hankyung haha. kibum so shy.. HAHAHAH
oh he still has a plaster on his finger.
***
MC called before she left. she's so cute. excitedly telling me what shows she's gonna catch. and asked her to help me look for PATi-PATi magazine a couple of days ago
here's what she said
"Oh what magazine was it? Pita-Pita?"
:D MY FRIEND MC Have a great time. watch your Yukan, and Cartoon KAT-TUN
DORA have fun at Bintan (: come back soon. WE need to catch up (: HEHE
***
i was at the hospital on saturday. i think. or was it yesterday? anyway. i saw something that made me smile like mad
CENTRE FOR HAEMATOLOGY
HAEmatology.
(:
nink-ed at 2:00 PM
Friday, December 07, 2007
photo vomit.
(: clarinettist on 27112007 can actually see weijie's green hair! haha
teuk's white GAP hoodie looks good (: eunhyuk looks utterly sleepy HAHA, both are speaking japanese. hah they should get dongbang to teach them HAHA
i messaged dique who is in LONDON when i heard teh song (: [eh btw i have a confession to make i memuatturunkanthealbum (:]
DBSK from SM iple SHIM CHANGMIN JUNG YUNHO KIM JAEJOONG KIM JUNSU PARK YOOCHUN
and the SUJUboys. haha SHINDONG KANGIN SUNGMIN KYUHYUN EUNHYUK RYEOWOOK YESUNG SIWON LEE TEUK HANKYUNG HEE CHUL DONG HAE KIBUM
can so see my biasedness HAHA. chul looks so so so pretty. <3
be back later
***
nink-ed at 10:03 PM
poor aliff.
he's wearing a shirt thats drops off him. and looks completely gay
nink-ed at 9:05 PM
listen and weep. i was really touched
really truly im getting it i am getting it
nink-ed at 5:47 PM
CM: Oh My God PD: What are you lookingat? CM: Myself
one of the few times i use this face, but this situation calls for it --"
im watching the Paris PB DVD and its good~ (:
A B C D E T Gollum Shrek Gollum its you!
the only time ive felt like this was when i went back to TK to receive O's and i was crying on Wogg's shoulder so badly
nink-ed at 4:47 PM
i'm finally home alone. finally
the wirdest performance
Twins in Miracle outfits Dont Don in Marry U outfits
DBSK'sEvergreen is really beautiful i will get Winter SM. Heechul in the Suju's Winter song is lovely.
MC, i love Real Face <3 "tshank you~!"
ohmy im so sad now really.
where's a friend when you need one? who will listen?
nink-ed at 4:09 PM
Thursday, December 06, 2007
i now always anticipate when chul changes the lyrics to 'ELF'
they gave roses. chul just had to hold it in his mouth and the camera just had to capture that moment hae sang the last line " ju le i dooooooooo" so heavy haah and someone [ithinkitswook] said "saranghaeyo"
and i as feeling really down, i teared. the roses thing and the saranghaeyo thing was haha cherry on a rotten cheesecake.
this was yyesterday;'s sukira which i missed.
tsk so mean. wook.
OH AND I FOUND ANOTHER SEXY PERSON/COUPLE
HAHAHAH ALL THANKS TO MC
a few words. sexy. tongue. big place. big sets
this is the full version of the song i mean
sweaty bodies and playful banter HAHA.
MC's dad is bloody hilarious (:
i was wondering. is there anyway for me to watch sukira and happy fm at the same time? AHAHA
ok i shall be silly and answer my own question NOPE.
cos its on the same player HAHAHA (:
its 2204h and
I FINALLY SEE HAE
(: <3
ok i found this picture a while a go. look. LOOK AT THE BLOODY EYEBAG its HUGE
the poor boys are tired. the others had big ones too.
eyebags i mean HAHA micky was wearing sunglasses the whole time during this interview it must have been really bad. changmin and junsu looked so out of it. yunho was the only one fielding the questions if i remember correctly. the rest looked mentally away from their physical being TSK this was some cyworld thing
yepp, they wil be the voices of Alvin and the Chipmunks (: chul,kangin,shindong
if i wanna laugh, i will laugh [sound familiar MC? (:]
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im being utterly selfish but for just one week. just one week. i do not want to be the one comforting people, taking care of their feelings, making sure they dont get hurt by my words, actions
just one week. ok a DAY. thats ALL i ask.
it was fine at first. it made me feel really happy cos i was helping someone. then, it became an everyday thing. and it was about the same bloody thing im sorry but i cant help but feel helpless and suffocated.
because i don't know what else to do i don't know what else to say. i can only listen and i know that is not enough for you.
i want out. please.
before i go mad.
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nink-ed at 8:22 PM
Asnira Hassan
14 May 1990
17
eighter;oh3 oh4
sixer;oh5 oh6
0732 ME loves to read
loves my eyes
loves my feet
loves my little world
LOVES HP/HG and DM/GW :D
loves Draco;Kibum;Rui;Sano;Dylan :D
loves SEALs
loves snowball
loves chocolate; potatoes; donuts
loves my family
loves my darling DIQUE, MAG, S.E.A, AG, NEHs, FEIZAI's, SIXERS and EIGHTERS
loves pretty stars, curly wurlys, butterflies, stars and hearts
loves pretty notebooks
loves pretty hair
loves long dangling earrings
loves thick coloured hairbands
loves to be tall and slim :))
loves to be in good company
WANTS ACE A's :D
to be a better muslim
that zip bag thingy contacts
STICK IT
IT'S A BOY GIRL THING CODE BLUE Drama Series
Missing You Princess Diaries 9
Meet Meg Cabot!
Mark Callahan's story by Geralyn Dawson
Nora Robert's MacGregor Grooms Debbie MacComber Navy Series
McFly Greatest Hits Tour 2007 DVD
McFly's RADIO:Active Deluxe Edition
동방신기's 4집
Build-A-Bear Bear (:
GMAX BUNGEE Singapore Flyer
XTREME SWING
cloth bound book from Paperchase holiday with DIQUE
JAPAN June 2008 to see the Nothern Lights in Alaska
to learn how to change my blogskin all by my own