tired shit tired shit tired tired tired shit.
bad day.
bad week.
sorry to all those i snapped at.
if you got it, i prolly thought you deserved it at that point of time.
but i dont mean it.
trust me.
i think its lack of girltalk.
ohman come to think of it.
hah ive been listening for the past i dunno how many weeks.
ah wells
school sucks balls
nink-ed at 10:39 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2008
(:
typical.
5 deaths this week. not related to me. but affecting me.
make kissy kissy faces underwater.
simple things to make my day.
turned out horribly wrong.
i talked to rachel esther before she disappeared,
talked to MC before she went out,
gave wogg a smile and hugg
and ordered flowers.
argued with my mother.
yelled at my sister
pulled a face at my dad.
watched EHB
all in a days work.
***
hookay, when i thought it couldn't get any worse.
guilt is the hardest thing to swallow.
nink-ed at 6:33 PM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
for the time being.
nink-ed at 9:12 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
she called me at 12 plus in the morning to tell me that Alicia Keys was on CKT.
she spent a good 5 min flailing around (:
im still tired and the HALF AND HOUR NAP inbetween lessons worked wonders (:
nink-ed at 8:58 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
so much shit tutorials.
shit laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
nink-ed at 10:35 PM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
(:
HAHAHAHA
BigBang was on some radio show and they had to talk to their 'girlfriend'. daesung's call 'gf' was some guy and its so damn funny and gdragon was laughing like crap.
they have cool funky jackets which i want to own.
XX: Hello…?
DS: ha.. hello..?
XX: Hello…?
GD: IT'S A GUY! HAHAHA!!
DS: HEY! My baby!
XX: what? I'm a guy..
DS: Yeah, honey. What are you doing right now?
XX: I'm a guy!!
DS: What are you doing now??
XX: Shower!
DS: I'm asking what you're doing! (he didn't understand/hear)
Someone: he said he took a shower haha
DS: Shower… oh.. you washed already?
XX: Wait. I think I'm going to cry. It's so crazy.
DS: Honey
XX: Hyung! (what boys call guy friends who are older than them) I'm a student!
DS: Honey! Let me take care of your toes! Since I've left my body in your care, just close your eyes and come to me haha I can just go home and hug your toes for you
XX: My toes…
DS: Why? Hot water doesn't come out there?
XX: *I didn't really understand what he said.. something about sending something? His toes? Hahaha I durno really*
DS: Wha..? What? *haha he didn't understand either* Hot water doesn't come out there?
XX: It's really coold~… *ahahaha this guy is funnyyy*
DS: Hey! *asks with emphasis* DOES HOT WATER NOT COME OUT? Listen to me. DOES HOT WATER NOT COME OUT?
XX: it comes ouuuuut…
*haha look at GD in the back!! Soooo cute!! He's cracking up so hard <3*
DS: Then why are your toes cold..??
XX: aah.. the window! The wind from the window….!
DS: Close the window!
Boom: *haha in disbelief* the wind from the window! Haha it's like they've been dating for 50 yrs! *cuz it sounds like an old couple talking*
DS: Honey.
XX: what? *lol the guy doesn't even try to fight it anymore. DS is too charming*
DS: I have *I couldn't quite catch it but something* left to do. You're toes are cold right? Close the window.
XX: Aah… There was such a great solution..
DS: *sorry I don't know what he's saying here.. but it's sounds like he was giving some direction but XX cuts him off before he finishes*
XX: aaah that! Noorungi (common name for a dog?) ate it!
DS: Eeeyy eat? What is there to eat? *haha DS <3* What is that?
XX: he eats a lot (?)
DS: Just be melting your feet. Then I'll buy some warm roasted sweet potatoes (yum!) and go to you.
XX: okaaaay~
DS: What's wrong with your voice?
XX: Cold! It's a cold! *omg. His voice cracks! Haha*
DS: cold. Ooh it's a cold! haha uuuhmeh (like "ooooh my" in country slang I think) okay well then, I'll also buy medicine for you so just rest ok?!
XX: okaay.
DS: I'll run to you real quick.
XX: yeaah
Boom: you have to say your last farewell to your honey
DS: Honey!
XX: yeah?
DS: Sleep well…
XX: yeah
DS: and … do you want to receive a kiss? *hahahahaa me! I want one!*
XX: KISS???!
*lol SR is cracking up so hard *
XX: *mumbles something.. I think encouraging? I couldn't understand. Let's just say hwaiting! :]*
DS: aigoo. Thanks! Sleep well!!
hehe. after listening to Kiss Shita Mama, Sayonara [the title is so damn long la] felt so emo. haha and my phone wallpaper ahs only emo dbsk photos.
and this is late but
Happy 18th!
Theresa and Grace (:
sorry theresa, no photo of you. haha
clarinetts 07-08 with yunjie and ahtan
birthday girl [:
photo credits to ahtan's camera (:
school tmr.
daymn
nink-ed at 9:02 PM
HAHAHAHHA
nink-ed at 12:40 AM
Friday, January 18, 2008
its not something personal.
it became.
normal.
nink-ed at 11:59 PM
then when i found out i was just so damn disappointed
that i just
cried.
haha and doug was deflecting questions by saying he made me cry.
by then i was half laughing half crying.
thankyou to those who cared.
its really hard to explain.
and its really hard to understand.
(:
oh man how could this happen?
and i was looking forward to it. cos it would be my first. without you.
it was supposed to be special.
but like i said it probably just wasnt meant to be
):
I LOVE YOU
remember what you were never told but knew
and it turned out that i wasn't hungry last night. i just had to upchuck.
funny how i thought i was hungry when my tummy was ready to heave its contents.
nink-ed at 10:47 PM
the meds does weird things to my tummy.
nink-ed at 12:45 AM
Monday, January 14, 2008
HAHAH.
ok so i had fun.
oh my so tired.
happy birthday ayah (:
love you many many.
and thank you cik hussin for belanja-ing us HAHA.
ok im tired and after this last bit im off to bed.
oh shouldnt have taken the medicine while doing tutorials.
its bad.
oh my shagged shagged.
oh i had icecream just now.
heavenly.
and now, the coughs and cold are back
but. i had icecream (:
germ sorely missed.
nink-ed at 12:45 AM
Saturday, January 12, 2008
they
<3
had lunch before that and talked and talked. sharing good gossip (: HAHA
oh man
i cant believe frog's gonna leave so soon.
and i cant even be there to send her off.
while ponning lessons has its appeal.. i skipped last wednesday's worth of lessons. so its a no no.
):
bye bye frog.
i will miss you.
and you better bring angel over. [as cheesy as it sounds]
so that it can look after you. on behalf of mag.
oh man. it just sinking in that you'll be like a continent away.
yes yes there'll be emails and snail mails [i'll make sure of that (:]
but its not the same as knowing you are in the same country as i am
dear frog, do be safe and stay healthy.
eat icecream. dont count calories. well. if you do. then you could do something about it. (:
and and. study hard dear (:
we'll see you.
soon (: haha. [when ah? may? august? december?]
ah well. feeling so melancholic.
and schoolwork is. so.
i just anyhow whacked gp ca.
then math. haha im done with it
and left with malay and lit essay.
malay. which is like long overdue HAHA
its the weekend finally.
and i cant wait for tomorrow.
for some reason or other. :D
and for some reason. i really think hae's ponytail cannot make it.
tiPPAny is pretty and i just felt like putting this up.
nink-ed at 9:42 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
waiting for seven and a half hours basically kills me.
that was how long i waited for lessons to start.
M.Lit and E.Lit. at 1530-1700 and 1700-1800
wonderful.
i took MC on the wrong day.
my coughs better. my voice is back [almost]
and my ribs dont hurt anymore.
i miss talking.
Dora, hope you are feeling much better. guess what i found? (:
AHH!
all i can say is wtf. really.
j2 is tiring and i am like trying real hard to catch up but it always seems like im falling short.
here's to happy memories.
sotired.sotiredsososotired.
nink-ed at 9:12 PM
Sunday, January 06, 2008
EEYUCK.
EHB EHB EHB EHB EHB
please be subbed soon. sthankyou.
nink-ed at 9:26 PM
Saturday, January 05, 2008
i'm back at the com like finally.
with no voice to speak off. HAHA :D
reading freshies blogs are damn bloody entertaining.
i didnt share the same sentiments. hah.
orientation was a very very intresting experience.
well cos i had to like start off the orientation with no voice.
but tzeting and joel were cool man.
haha. there were 19 people in OG 14(:
with like 75% chinese names so .. i suffered a little. wrong pronounciations and mixed up names. you name it i did it. haha. was rather embarassing but OG 14 was a good sport about it (:
HESTIA rocks.
ok so first day started off really slow. the J1s were all.. lost and stuffs. ice breakers chipped off a little of the ice, station games and all ooh! and mass dance. haha.
the 6 guys were a reluctant sport about it HAHA. but i had fun encouraging them. :D
hee.
the girls were quite on. after much poking and prodding. nothing much happened on the first day.
we got cool council atachees who gives us extra points.
after cheering and stuffs. HAHA we were negotiating with them(:
only picture of the day thats with me (:
OGLS of 13-15.
zhenhui,yongkit,chenli,selena,chuyan,xuanqi,joel
tzeting went to the toilet.
during one station game.
oh this was the station where we were negotiating for points cos zulhafiz was the game master.
plus, 14 won the station game.
so we got like 100 points plus plus plus (:
then before we left had to planned for the next days lunch and 8 OGs decided to order canadian pizza. oh called up and fund out that they deliverd only to sentosa gateway. wth so we placed order anyway.
then the second day..
had mass dance practise.
wah they look super cute man dancing. haha. it was to ashley tisdale's headstrong and the trad dance.
sueper cute especially when they saw the waltz there were like "aiyah cannot cannot"
:)
had olympian time then ordered 40 pizzas.
my voice by then cannot make it.
whne i was asking around for volunteer OGLs to carry the pizzas they all had to crowd really really close. :/ when they were cheering i felt super super sian. just cos i cant do the suan-ing cheers with them.
the suan-ing cheers are damn cool.
credits to council atachees for it (:
the teletubbies one goes like this.
Tinky-Winky,Dipsy, LaLa, Poseidon
Under the sea, under the sea
Cannot swim!
drown....
with the actions and all. super cool.
anyway. got on the bus and travelled there was taking photos until i got dizzy from walking around and around the bus.
OGLs! lucas was sleeping on the other side ahha
some of the girls in my OG
it didnt help that my ribs hurted when i coughed. so then was supposed to get off at the gateway but i forgot to tell the bus driver.. so he dropped us at sentosa. my bad. we walked down the damn long bridge. the guys we walking way fast. not that i minded cos i was coughing badly and all but they realised haha and walked slower (:
the pizza was supposed to come at 1130 but got a little delay cos they had to send using car and we had to wait a little longer. lucas, zhejun and christopher walked over to vivo to get food and water for themselves cos they were hungry [seriously]. john, zhenhui and i were sitting at one shelter there playing the thumb game which i won (: 2 out of the 3 games HAHAHAHAHA.
then came the cool part. when the lady called, we walked over to st james and waited for a black car. every single black car that came we were like "there! that one!" haha. damn tired la. then the guys carried the pizzas. HAHAHA. super cool. longer body=more pizzas so, 3 guys carried pizzas, the other 2 carried the free drinks and me? haha
i was carrying 3 bottles.
then we discovered that the bridge was actually closed down for renovations. we were stopped by a sentosa staff who eventually let us pass after seeing the amount of food we were carrying
so here's the macho guys carrying ALL the stuff.
lucas and zhenhui. the other 3 were manuvering themselves around the sign thingy that blocks the bridge.
pizzamen.
while walking, they had loads of request, handphone put to the back, scratch nose haha and i was the only one who was able to comply HAHA
it was a long long walk but we made it.
(:
and Hestia ate lunch peacefully
[you should just be patient baka]
went around Sentosa for the games. the travelling took up ALOT of time. only managed to do a couple stations. winning most. (:
the girls very on (: very very happy. taking lead in cheers and teaching new cheers (: made me so happy. joel was like slowly losing his voice too. haha. the guys were. haiyah. joel and i poked and prodded to get them more high. it was like poking a wall. well, we tried.
OG14 most of them.
no matter what i still love them all (:
at about 5 after the games and all it was the eyecandies thingy. a couple from each Olympian had to do a beauty pageant sorta thing. finished and i was so damn shagged and my voice was a croaking lik emad. decided not to go for OGL dinner and went toGiant to get some stuffs for the OG and went home. daddy fetched from the bus stop (:
at home i was coughing like some dry machine. it hurts so bad that one point it was blood. ew. i was popping lozenges like popcorn. i was damn sleepy and was just trhowing random things in the goodie bags for 14. i made such a mess with the plastic bags and had to clear it for my own peace of mind before i went to sleep.
the last day. all of us came damn shagged. after the early morning meeting thingy then we had a little life. the OGLs were busy preparing gifts and all hhee.
did the usual drill of attendace taking and all by now only 16 came. and all our voices were gone. like really gone. they did mass dance again. now OG14 so pro at the waltz already (:
HAHA. they were delighted that they could do it HAHAHAHAHA.
super cool.
had lunch and games. WET GAMES.
OG13-15 travelled together.
Rescue your OGL was cool, cos ALL 9 of us were DRY!!!!!
and we were awarded 40 points each OG plus all the bonuses (: super high. then went on to others. it started to rain so had to skip BB vollley ball and went on to Get Wet (: super fun ALL of us got wet. poor quincy got direct head shot from the water bombs. OG 15 was damn zai la. haha.
then when we were playing the scissors paper stone thingy both OGs tried cheating methods. it was hilarious man super fun.
dried off at ispace where OGs had to design teeshirts. look what 14 came up with! (:
wenzhen!
and the one with kaisheng's idea with him as model HAHA (:
HAHA SO CUTE RIGHT? THE TEE HAHAHHA
"i've lost my voice!
if found, please dial
1800-NYJC"
HAHHA
i was laughing like mad.
its now haning in my room. awaiting the day i buy fabric pens to re-draw the thing so that it will stay
group photos!
OGfourteen with Kaisheng's back
and all to the front :)
then it was dinner. food sucked. it was yellow vegggie ricewith a chicken chunk and 2 fishballs. naturally, the fishballs went to waste and the veggies were ugh. swallowed a few bites and i was done. HAHA. it wwas too unbearable.
then i saw..
my classmates(:
siying!lester!dora!
then it was dancing diva. the hestia girl was damn good. sadly, she was 1st runner up. dancing queen was an athen-ian. dancing king was a hermes(ite)? haha. but being a biased hestian, i still thought our girl got more style.
anyway. then it was the cheering competition. i croaked through the whole thing HAHA but at least there was sound.
then then then.
the results. Best at GAmes, Best at Sentosa, Cheer Champion went to Hermes, Athena and Poseidon respectively.
and HESTIA was Best Olympia (:
super happy
HAHAHAHAH
happy happy
HAHAHAHAH
happy happy
after a sweaty sweaty disco night. after failed trains and squeezes and falls, '01 was over.
last photo of FOURTEEN
OG 14 Boys HAHAHA. the girls all scattered. HAHA
Zhenhui and John.
KIM AND Tzeting
Quincy
LOSHY!!!haha
Elvis. [eh hope you will still be with us la]
SHASHA
oh my look at our faces. ahha
ok im done with orientation.
gah.
still no voice btw.
nink-ed at 2:42 PM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Happy Birthday SungMin.
Amanda messaged me at an ungodly hour just to tell me that. haha.
oh well. not that i was asleep or anything.
and i just couldnt sleep last night.
the most i got was 2 hours of sleep and waking up every subsequent hour.
its school tomorrow.
and and i cant cheer.
you know how upsetting that is. i mean one of the reasons of being OGL. but seriously.
no cheering.
i'll prolly croak.
when i switched on Sukira and saw/heard those 2 dancing to haengbok. made me so happy.
HAHAHHA
have a great school year everyone
love y'all
nink-ed at 9:09 PM