a s n i r a;
((:
so it is said. so i believe
to the world, you are somebody, but to somebody, you ARE the world Amor Est Vitae Essentia; Love is the Essence of Life
it doesn't matter how it happened. what matters is that, it happened
because you are next to me
i just want to see your smile
flowers in full bloom do not last forever
memories stained with tears, eclipsed by fading colours
remember what you were never told, but knew
love is a guessing game
perfect is worth waiting for
while holding hands, we are living
the purpose is to not run away, but to chase after dreams
sucks balls
Monday, March 31, 2008
just a quick one.
MC's math tuition is just opposite my house and seriously, we found out only JUST NOW. she funny. we were watvhing CKT on the bus. and squealling over yuta! haha. and and we were watching CK2U - You on the way. seriously. oh man i thank god i went home earlier today la. then i met MC haha. we should meet up on Mondays ne? HAHA.
like i was telling her the other day. Kakoii~ (:
was supposed to meet DQ for her to make her sunshine's thing but she CMI. but its a-ok.
im stil coughing la wtf.
Shinhwa's pledge is awfully touching.
Shinhwa Changjo SunSeoMun (Shinhwa Changjo Oath) Hana! (Together) 나 신화창조는 Na Shinhwa Changjo Neun (I Shinhwa Changjo) Hana! (Together) 신화가 돌아올때 까지 ShinhwaGa DoRaui Ttae KkaJi (Until Shinhwa comes back) Hana! (Together) 절대로 한눈팔지않고 JeolDaeRo HanNunPalJiAhnGo (Will never look at others) Hana! (Together) 신화만 기다릴 것을 ShinhwaMan KiDaRil GeoSeul (Will only wait for Shinhwa) Hana! (Together) 영원히 맹새합니다 YeongWeonHi MaengSaeHabNiDa (I hereby swear, forever)
like hullo. sweet can. touching like no ones business.
uhm for all the SHCJ
im not a shinhwa fan myself. but even i can understand the whole impact of 10 years spent together 10 years of hard work 10 years of friendship 10 years of challenges and prior years spent together training to be where they are today. i salute them for being where they are today. cheers. and here's to many more years ahead.
and another thing. a baby pic spamm of JE boys. and others.
SHROTA YUU WAS A HANDSEM BABY. no idea why yamada is like, among them, though he is JE boy. look at Massu. chubby!!! GLORIA! [if you are reading] pi looks like a girl bwhaha. on HOMG LOOK AT RYO!!!!! (:
again. i think it was cos i got sprayed by rain water yesterday.
wait. that sounds weird. what i mean was that when i was walking at bishan, while crossing the road, the shelter there provided no shelter so it was as good as walking in the rain cos i got drenched. plus when i got home i was lounging around in my wet clothes. not the smartest move.. but hey.
i went for band today. made me realise how much i miss the noise from the band room. it has gotten chaotic with the influx of a billion j1s. which made me really surprised. more new people means more unique characters that we just love to _________________. ah well. its hard work all the way. at least until may. (: yeyy. oh gosh its been ages seen the experience of preparing for a concert. the last time was SYF. this final experience will be worthwhile. somehow now i anticipate it. the hard work i mean. but i know i will not be spouting similar sentiments a month before the tenth.
HAH. we shall wait and see (:
do it do it
these are too cute to not be shared (: first, HEECHUL and his impersonation of ivy's dance
TELLME by this suberfreakingly cute little boy and a group of policemen
and this one, FC SHOOTDORI! omg they are SUPER CUTE! they play soccer and they are puny kids. KJK was their manager and KJM their coach. they meetup with them in the dresing room before the awards show. the kids look so spiffy in their litle suits.
they think KJM's performance was funny. they totally payed attention to KJK's performance though HAHA. kids...
ok done (:
nink-ed at 10:21 PM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
am i getting then heartless.
after the initial wave of "OMG, are you ok?" all tahts in my mind is "you brought it on yourself. im not saying you deserve it
but you didn't listen."
ok whatever. i dont give a shit anymore.
nink-ed at 9:05 PM
wtf were you thinking.
i really wonder what went on in that head of yours.
nink-ed at 4:00 PM
Monday, March 24, 2008
"heaven sent down an angel to my heart"
wah. wtf. cannot make it.
and to the punk. god. take a hint please
laugh out loud please.
tullibu dibu douchoo ken lee~~~~
nink-ed at 9:31 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
i cannot sleep
TGQ freaked me out so bad.
its really scary. i guess i shouldnt have watched it at midnight huh?
nink-ed at 2:00 AM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
im just waiting for photos and yesterdays entry will be up (:
its freaky coldshit. i want to eat wanton noodles and i havent gotten my chocolate egg
Uhoh Uhuhuhoh (:
nink-ed at 3:18 PM
Friday, March 21, 2008
FUN FLY FLY FLY FUN!
GMAX BUNGEE IS DAMN FUN and eliza is kentAL and syaf is so dead (: :D
went to borders in the morning to meet pantpant love and walked over to shaw centre to go get her "vintage-y" shoes which were a steal i think. they were having sale some more. there was this pair of pink shoes that were so cute. and the best thing is that the shoes come in big big sizes. not that i tried or anything HAHA.
finally went to fix my phone at plaza singapura. bye bye phone i am gonna miss you for the next 5 days or so.
we trained to clarke quay and had lunch first cos we were waiting for minah. Central was having some fashion show thing the models were freaking tall. they all looked the same to me though. there is like no decent icecream shop there and we were like craving icecream. i had to settl for raspberry blackcurrant ice blended i think. and pant went for some java chip i dunno what.
pant's sense of direction is horrid.its been said so many times but tsk. we should have gotten you a map. (:
minah came at like 3 plus-ish and at that point i was like the only idiot who was damn bloody excited shit and pant was praying damn hard that it would rain. minah was anxious. so anyway. we crossed the river and the thingy was closed! minah as mr c.face and he saidit opens at 3. ok fine, we then bussed to bugis then i went to masjid sultan.
dear dear makciks who have bad knees and CANNOT climb stairs. PLEASE PLEASE use the space set aside for you at the FIRST LEVEL so you dont HOG THE WHOLE DAMN STAIRWAY thank you very much (:
the whole while was filled with them teasing me as per usual about my height etc etc. o well. we took 33 back clarke quay and omg the crowd just bloody expanded like no one's business. ok so wejust took the plunge, bought the ticket and get in line. ms weirdaccent is pretty right minah? pant? ok so initially we thought there a some package deal so i swear i didnt bring much moolah with me. all of us didnt have much la wth la can but anyway it was $30 per pax and lets just say we went home broke. so pathetic la okeh. next time must bring more more more. seriously with lunch and stuffs tsk tsk.
while waiting for the thingy to open. minah got loads of candid pant photos. damn funny ones.
ok so the whole experience.
pardon me but think like after being thrown, tossed and tumbled in the air the only adjective that i can think of is FLY. which basically implies that it was fun, cool, way out. whatever. take your pick. ok so while waiting, ms weirdaccent was manning the cashier/counter and the people were just pouring in and there were a bunch of tourists, jap i think who were gazing in awe when the bungee was launched for testing. it was FREAKY. the launching part was enough to make me have second thoughts. it must have been anxiety and nerves that threw us in a fit of giggles. pant was complaning about mr f.face mr c.face is just like his nickname.cute (:
you know how buckles for such rides are in the centre? yeah so pant was saying " so you want mr c.face to touch your crotch?" tsk pant. it was rather uhm crude haha but i think we were so nervous we just found it hilarious. thus minah's tag. when we were tightly strapped like babies in a restrictive car seat it was mighty exciting. then when we were thrown up.
the thrill of it cannot be put down in words i tell you. we were bouncing and tumbling around and is as if we were being catapulted into the murky singpore river.
the video playback was HILRAIOUS. mortifying. but HILARIOUS.
we walked back to central and took photos! (: minah's fav (: floor shots see how i sort of blend in with the colours? ahha
its so FLYYYYY everyone should get on it cos it makes you FLYYY
ok so now its T TOUR! (: fancam!
XIAH JUNSU ROCKS BALLS!
photos. deart hairstylist please don't give yoochun ahpek hair. thank you. THEY SO FLY. i want the shirt. cos its fly (:
SO CUTE OKEH
this dance is fly too (: yuto is coolstuff (: yeyy!
DAMN CUTE KID FROM CKT HOKKAIDO SPECIAL (:
(: SO ADORABLE RIGHT!!!!! ok im flying off now (:
nink-ed at 10:13 PM
Thursday, March 20, 2008
C O O L
MAJORLY COOL STUFF.
ok so the first week of block tests are over. i guess only ny stresses so much on block tests and stretches it for as long as possible. i had a paper for everyday of the schooking week and next week, its on monday, tuesday and thursday.
oh well. meeting the girls tomorrow. aiyoh we cannot ahve conference call. it drives everyone nuts. haha (: and and im getting my phone fixed tomorrow like finally.
i want to eat an easter chocolate egg.
im so happy :D
nink-ed at 10:25 PM
Saturday, March 15, 2008
for some warped reason, kame's song Someday for Somebody was playing over and over again in my head.
its nice. and the meaning is just so... bliss. and his solo performance was fantastic. love the quick changes
since im like watching clips from the Cartoon KATTUN II you concert, here's another nice song (:
i love it that they are singing on lift thingies. and when i imagine DBSK singing on those, i just cant. cos YC's afraid of heights :D HAHA
but i think its cool stuff. i mean other than taguchi overplaying it like i no one's business. [ok fine im biased]and teh kiddies dancing in the foreground are JE boys too. YUTO!!! :)
OMG i just realised. RAINBOW is spelled with 7 letter! just like the colours! 7 colours make up a rainbow! OMG SO COOL!
and this is just cos 1) JIN AND HIS PLAIDS. 2) YUTO!
uodate about yesterday.. hmm.. prolly later.
***
ok so yesterday, i went to study with dq and her sunshine. who i swear is damn suaku. but then again, same same so its okehh (:
it took me a whole day to type those lines? haha tsk
takuya kimura is one hot sexy guy given his age :D screw you, those who disagree.
my sister read a boey kim cheng poem (: HAHAHA. not as if she understood. but it was damn cool to hear her pronounce "arrival", "departure", "suspend" HAHA
yuri chinen is cute suff. he's so small for his age la (:
oooh i watched History Boys the other day adn seeingt heir tour, i wanna watch the play LIVE. not to sure if they are still playing. prolly not.
oh and this song by avenue q and it is q-ute HAHAHHA
ok lame (:
BLOCKS SUCKS BALLS
nink-ed at 8:08 AM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
the last time i was stressed. . haha.
i just might do it again.
anyway. pictures as promised
GROUP! zul just HAD to snap the photo of me in heels :/ im stil short though. eh no. sha's too tall
there's more but im lazy to upload them. [psst!pant (:]
went to ramen ten with dq and ustz haha her treat. since it was only the 2 of us (: raining damn badly la. so anyway. she left and dq and i were stranded for a bit in fareast. we went to chameleon and omg now i dont want to cut my hair anymore!! omg seriously.
ok my tv so need to be fixed.
i bought accesorise for the hair but i something about my hair. initially wanted to check out extensions [HAHA!] but since it was raining bloody heavily.
ahhs. block tests sucks balls.
"did you learn anything intresting?" "no." "did you learn anything unintresting?" "no." "how's your teacher?" "bald" "now, that's intresting"
BWAHAHAHAH. funny okeh. catherine zeta jones [hot hot lady] and amanda breslin from no reservations perfect is worth waiting for
nink-ed at 8:43 PM
hullo everyone.
im due in school in about an hour.
MC's house is bloody big and she has got lots of cars and her room is super big. i wonder how her eyes doesn't hurt when she watches the tonnes of videos that she does.
seriously. im jealous la shit. no visual aid for her okehh.
pictures before i leave .
oh well. seems blogger hates me at the moment
AUDREYKHOOTZETING
have a safe trip (: have fun in OSAKA :D
nink-ed at 7:29 AM
Saturday, March 08, 2008
i am fucking tired. and the ache wont go away.
history boys was enlightening. and a certain character reminded me of a certain teacher.
fucking tired la.
screw the block tests la please.
congrats perbayu ny (:
pass it on. somtimes its all you can do
nink-ed at 10:25 PM
Friday, March 07, 2008
the apst week has been a mess of tutorials and sleep. and for wednesday and today, late nights in school in support of the rehearsals for GPA. which like happens tomorrow.
good job you guys (: tomorrow will be the best one ever (:
it was late and i wanted to eat. so i walked out alone and its like damn super dark at the track. saw clement on the way and he walked me out talking all the way out. cos there was this big dog. initially wanted to wait for izzah and all but clement walked me out anyway HAHA. yeyy.
coming home to a dark and empty house is strangely saddening. i guess im too used to having someone at home when i reach home. so yeah..
the release of alevels. seriously. the only subject i am confident about in ny is malay. and seeing the alevel overall results, i have basis in that faith. to sha, dina, fananah, firdaus, ridwan, mas, diyanah, hasanah and zaf (: we'll get that 100% (:
you know when you see your friends feeling down, dont you just feel at a lost of words? its like no matter what you say, you know your words dont mean much to them at point of time. what more is there to say?
you belong to me mine and only mine
nink-ed at 11:09 PM
Sunday, March 02, 2008
it must be the age gap thing cos i feel damn fucking old.
either that or the younger ones are growing up faster then i didam gah.
sucks balls now man.
i had a fantastic dream that day, (: the details are so exquisite and shall be savoured by only me (: hah. somehow, this time round, i wasnt up to the whole 'share whats good with my friends' business. so for more than an hour i sat by my bed and smiled. and it felt good.
well, also cos if i suddenly rambled on and on through texts, they will definitely catch no ball. its like, a secret that only i know. well, technically it is.... but for that moment, its yours and only yours, just a little something before reality and life makes its noisy appearance back in life.
now, only if wasnt only a dream.
see, i believe that what i have done in my 17 years thus far has been practical and grounded in reality though there has been bouts of time where i choose to listen to the dreamer in me [and ending with rather disastrous results] and it feels strangely right and satisfying, its not what i am supposed to do. and seeing the dream as if it was an episode of my favourite drama on HD TV is utterly satisfying yet it makes me greedy for more. its the forbidden fruit kinda thing.
im making no sense but its a relief to get it all out in words.
dont you ever wonder what people are thinking about? how they see things and what they think about people around them? what they think about you?
i have been wondering and i wish i had some answers. internal conversations with self isnt very healthy and they are meant to drive me insane yet im addicted to them. its better then carrying on a one sided effort in conversation anyway.
not to be negligent of my studies or anything but i hopeandpray there will be lessons cancelled tomorrow. i just need the time for my blocks.
i need a long chat. but i dunno who with. just a chat about everything under the sun. before i go completely insane and bomb the ohsoimportant blocks
its bloody frustrating. the weight of the world is not on my shoulders but seeing the weight on others disturbs me greatly.
i think it has got to do with my sensitivity of the people around me.
its like. at any one time, i can sense how a person is feeling and at times im just at a lost of what to do. like, do i reciprocate the enthusiasm though im so not into it, do i just be polite? do i comfort the person now or later. do i listen or just forget it since it is the same story as the previous 139857209? prolly the reasons why i cant be bothered to start a conversation anymore. why should i if i put myself through all this questions and inner turmoil and in return what i is not friendship or the least, gratitude.
i get shit attitude.
why bother.
dont ask me why
fictional characters have it so much easier
nink-ed at 11:39 PM
Saturday, March 01, 2008
damned memory.
ah ok. lemme go organise my thourghts first. its just like me. messed up
nink-ed at 9:34 PM
Asnira Hassan
14 May 1990
17
eighter;oh3 oh4
sixer;oh5 oh6
0732 ME loves to read
loves my eyes
loves my feet
loves my little world
LOVES HP/HG and DM/GW :D
loves Draco;Kibum;Rui;Sano;Dylan :D
loves SEALs
loves snowball
loves chocolate; potatoes; donuts
loves my family
loves my darling DIQUE, MAG, S.E.A, AG, NEHs, FEIZAI's, SIXERS and EIGHTERS
loves pretty stars, curly wurlys, butterflies, stars and hearts
loves pretty notebooks
loves pretty hair
loves long dangling earrings
loves thick coloured hairbands
loves to be tall and slim :))
loves to be in good company
WANTS ACE A's :D
to be a better muslim
that zip bag thingy contacts
STICK IT
IT'S A BOY GIRL THING CODE BLUE Drama Series
Missing You Princess Diaries 9
Meet Meg Cabot!
Mark Callahan's story by Geralyn Dawson
Nora Robert's MacGregor Grooms Debbie MacComber Navy Series
McFly Greatest Hits Tour 2007 DVD
McFly's RADIO:Active Deluxe Edition
동방신기's 4집
Build-A-Bear Bear (:
GMAX BUNGEE Singapore Flyer
XTREME SWING
cloth bound book from Paperchase holiday with DIQUE
JAPAN June 2008 to see the Nothern Lights in Alaska
to learn how to change my blogskin all by my own